Really well put, DarrylR. I often imagine how I'm compensating for not getting my biologically designed exercise and exposure, and how different I would feel if I were fulfilling a "normal", biological routine, if there is such a thing. I take vitamin D instead of being in the sun, for chrissake.
And yeah, I definitely medicate with alcohol, nicotine and caffeine, and MJ in spurts. Unless I'm sleeping, I'm hopped up on at least two drugs during the duration of my waking hours. Without them I go ****ing nuts. Only when I've been in harsh, hot climates for extended periods do I feel less of a need to self-medicate.
I've been on two anti-depressants, Paxil and Prozac. If you've ever tried to ejaculate while on ecstasy, that's how it is, minus most of the synthetic, ooey-gooey love stuff, but still with a synthetic, visceral zing in the brain. You may have desire, but you or someone else has to pull that thing bloody to get anything out of it, and thereby relieve the desire you have. Sometimes it just doesn't work, and you know how that can be.
The last time I quit Paxil cold turkey. For a month I had electric pulses in in my head every time I moved my eyes left or right. Never again. Endure or die.
And yeah, I definitely medicate with alcohol, nicotine and caffeine, and MJ in spurts. Unless I'm sleeping, I'm hopped up on at least two drugs during the duration of my waking hours. Without them I go ****ing nuts. Only when I've been in harsh, hot climates for extended periods do I feel less of a need to self-medicate.
Originally posted by NonEntity
The last time I quit Paxil cold turkey. For a month I had electric pulses in in my head every time I moved my eyes left or right. Never again. Endure or die.
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