Not sure if this will help you, but it helped me....
one night i arrest some guy for crack cocaine. he was begging me to let him go, and he would give me information on other dope goings on. i told him no, then he started begging me to let him have a hit of the crack i caught him buying, and that he hadnt had any all day. that sealed it for me, because i just equated it to me wanting a cigarette, and i thought, well, im no better than this guy...he has crack, i have cigarettes. we are both addicts, and we are both killing ourselves. thats about all i needed. i still enjoy my vitamin N, but feel 100% better without cigarettes, and now the smell of them actually kinda bothers me. sometimes you just need to find your muse. it just sucks for him because he does not have "safe crack"
one night i arrest some guy for crack cocaine. he was begging me to let him go, and he would give me information on other dope goings on. i told him no, then he started begging me to let him have a hit of the crack i caught him buying, and that he hadnt had any all day. that sealed it for me, because i just equated it to me wanting a cigarette, and i thought, well, im no better than this guy...he has crack, i have cigarettes. we are both addicts, and we are both killing ourselves. thats about all i needed. i still enjoy my vitamin N, but feel 100% better without cigarettes, and now the smell of them actually kinda bothers me. sometimes you just need to find your muse. it just sucks for him because he does not have "safe crack"
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