I'm a bit of a unique case in that I was a heavy drinker for a little over a year after starting on my 20th birthday. I didn't go a day without at least 6 drinks, and at most I had about 36.
My reasons for drinking were entirely depression. Alcohol served its purpose, I got out of a dark hole pretty fast, but then I was just drinking for kicks.
because of the cost of keeping up such a habit, I tried to cut back, failing on several occasions, only to realize I needed to stop it entirely. When I cut it out, The depression came back in a storm, but by upping my caffeine and nicotine usage, alot, I can really say I'm happy now.
being able to keep up energy, then get a "buzz on" with a mega-pinch or a strong portion, is really an amazing thing to be able to fall back on. I would argue with anyone who says anti-depressant effects are coincedental.
If nicotine was just an expensive mild stimulant, for which tolerance built incredibly fast, very few people would do it. There has to be a self-medication element with most users to continue usage after the thrill of the first few times is gone.
In addition, It's one of the only anti-depressants(like alcohol) for which the user controls dosage. This is important to me, and why I would never go on prescribed meds wherein the dosage and application is out of my hands.
My reasons for drinking were entirely depression. Alcohol served its purpose, I got out of a dark hole pretty fast, but then I was just drinking for kicks.
because of the cost of keeping up such a habit, I tried to cut back, failing on several occasions, only to realize I needed to stop it entirely. When I cut it out, The depression came back in a storm, but by upping my caffeine and nicotine usage, alot, I can really say I'm happy now.
being able to keep up energy, then get a "buzz on" with a mega-pinch or a strong portion, is really an amazing thing to be able to fall back on. I would argue with anyone who says anti-depressant effects are coincedental.
If nicotine was just an expensive mild stimulant, for which tolerance built incredibly fast, very few people would do it. There has to be a self-medication element with most users to continue usage after the thrill of the first few times is gone.
In addition, It's one of the only anti-depressants(like alcohol) for which the user controls dosage. This is important to me, and why I would never go on prescribed meds wherein the dosage and application is out of my hands.
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