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  • rsuelzer
    Member
    • Feb 2009
    • 135

    #1

    Broke down

    Had a cigarette tonight. My friend decided to lay down on some train tracks and end his life.

    Snus didn't cut it. Won't smoke ever again until another person I love decides to end it.
  • rsuelzer
    Member
    • Feb 2009
    • 135

    #2
    Gave the pack to some stoner kid

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    • Ainkor
      Member
      • Sep 2008
      • 1144

      #3
      Sorry to hear that about your friend. My thoughts are with you all.

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      • sagedil
        Member
        • Nov 2007
        • 7077

        #4
        God that sucks, I am really sorry to hear it. But don't stress about the cigarette. This isn't like someone who quits and goes cold turkey. It's not like that cigarette will suddenly lead to more. what I love most about snus is those few days I feel like a cigatette, I have one. Now, it is only those rare moments I want one, not when I need one.

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        • lxskllr
          Member
          • Sep 2007
          • 13435

          #5
          I'm sorry to hear that rsuelzer. You have my condolences :'^(

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          • Icebear
            New Member
            • Feb 2009
            • 12

            #6
            Very sorry to hear of your loss.
            My thoughts and prayers are with you.

            Tom

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            • RobsanX
              Member
              • Aug 2008
              • 2030

              #7
              I'm sorry to hear about your friend.

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              • Raddleman

                #8
                Really sorry to hear that rsuelzer. Don't chastize yourself for smoking, I'd do the same. My thought are with you. Keep posting.

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                • Jason
                  Member
                  • Jan 2008
                  • 1370

                  #9
                  I would say that one cigarette didn't count, my friend.

                  Keep on keepin' on.

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                  • slartie
                    Member
                    • Feb 2009
                    • 94

                    #10
                    Oh man sorry to hear about your loss.

                    Don't sweat the smoke. You may have quit, but it doesn't mean you can't light up every once in a while.

                    As Jason said: Keep on keepin' on.

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                    • ShaulWolf
                      Member
                      • Jan 2009
                      • 495

                      #11
                      My condolences, man. Don't sweat that one cig, it doesn't really count for something this extreme. Stay strong, man, you always got us to talk to if you need to.

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                      • Sal1000us
                        Member
                        • Jan 2009
                        • 384

                        #12
                        Very sorry to hear about your loss and my condolences. I wish you extra strength to deal with the loss of your friend, it is never easy though.

                        Take care man.

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                        • rsuelzer
                          Member
                          • Feb 2009
                          • 135

                          #13
                          Thanks guys! I just wanted to post it here so I was accountable to someone. I got an e-cigarette today, even though my other one and my shipment from NOrtherner still haven't come.


                          Beautiful day out. Gonna go for a walk! ttyl.

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                          • GenuineSpirit
                            Member
                            • Jun 2008
                            • 225

                            #14
                            Sorry to here about your loss.

                            Talking is the best medicine. 4 losses in my family over a 6 month period took its toll on me. Grieving is tough.

                            My condolences!
                            Phil

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                            • Premium Parrots
                              Super Moderators
                              • Feb 2008
                              • 9763

                              #15
                              man that sucks. Sorry man.
                              Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of the people I killed because they were annoying......





                              I've been wrong lots of times.  Lots of times I've thought I was wrong only to find out that I was right in the beginning.


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