There you go, snuff.
I've been away. From everything. I went through a divorce and it hit me pretty hard. I really loved her and I still do (which sucks), but it's been almost a year now and it's time for me to get on with my life. I'm not going to dog her out or anything, but the whole reason just never did and never will make sense to me. She just wanted different things out of life, so I was forced to agree to disagree on the matter. Essentially, I felt abandoned. My confidence and social 'desire', I guess, really suffered as a result. Plus, I really feel like I can't trust anyone anymore. I sacrificed a LOT in my professional life to keep her happy, so that feels like a waste of opportunity as well....but, now I'm ready to kick ass again and stop being such a whiny pussy.
All that aside, it's good to see the forum still growing. Glad to see the old faces here. I don't really care about the new people. Just kidding, I marginally care about you. Maybe. I'm not sure yet. I guess I need to start talking to women again, too... No matter how heartless and selfish their gender is. Just kidding. But not really.
One step at a time. Snus forum, then dating....
I've been away. From everything. I went through a divorce and it hit me pretty hard. I really loved her and I still do (which sucks), but it's been almost a year now and it's time for me to get on with my life. I'm not going to dog her out or anything, but the whole reason just never did and never will make sense to me. She just wanted different things out of life, so I was forced to agree to disagree on the matter. Essentially, I felt abandoned. My confidence and social 'desire', I guess, really suffered as a result. Plus, I really feel like I can't trust anyone anymore. I sacrificed a LOT in my professional life to keep her happy, so that feels like a waste of opportunity as well....but, now I'm ready to kick ass again and stop being such a whiny pussy.
All that aside, it's good to see the forum still growing. Glad to see the old faces here. I don't really care about the new people. Just kidding, I marginally care about you. Maybe. I'm not sure yet. I guess I need to start talking to women again, too... No matter how heartless and selfish their gender is. Just kidding. But not really.
One step at a time. Snus forum, then dating....
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